Breath aeir

I am not perfect and I don't claim to be
And if that's what you wanted
Well then I'm so sorry

by Shinedown

i am so sorry that it took me so long this time
plenty has happened since the last time i posted some crap on my even more crappier and pathetic little blog

but i am back. yay

i was wondering, how you guys are doing ... please leave a comment, for then i can hopefully stop wondering my ||| off. hehe

so a lot has been happening lately and that is precisely the reason why i was under the dead for quite a time

listen folks:

i am finally, officially and most importantly legally an adult now
round of applause if you please
so ... one day i was sulking about being still just some teenager with a blog that no one reads and the next day i am a newbie in the oh-so-glorious world of grown-ups with a blog that -again- no one cares to even pretend to read.
so nothing has changed you might think
aha
surprise
me complaining about being 18 for nothing is not all i did the last two months
...
i was learning, reading, studying, preparing, learning by heart, tearing book pages, crying and wishing my teachers minimum wages - just because of my A-level exams
and now i am proud to say: i did it. i nailed it. i excelled. i have my bloody A-levels
sooooo ... what should i do next?
and after loooooooong consideration (i'll spear you the minor details) i've decided to try my best at chemistry (i am aiming for a master in biochemistry, maybe a doctor if possible) and if there is time and strength left a bachelor in english.
what should i say? my two loves - science and language/culture/art
college, here i come

How about a better version of, the way that I am
The way I look, The way I speak,
How about a better version of me
by Shinedown



and i've been busy reading and reviewing a couple of really good dramione-fics on harrypotterfanfiction.com

and i've read the whole twilight-saga, except midnight sun, for the hundredth time, or so
i am sooo excited to finally see new moon hit theatres ... what i've seen from the trailers and sneek previews it looks like tha shite ;)

this, my friends, i have been doing the past two or so months

what where your likes up to?
lemme know

please

i beg you

'cause i have this nasty feeling that really no one is reading this

;(

never mind

love
xoxo